I had a dream of you last night.
You died in a car accident.
I knew before you had some encounters of death-defying feats.
But that wasn’t on my mind lately.
In my dream, where you died, I cried. I cried in my dreams but not when I am awake – even when thinking of you.
I don’t know.
What I can remember from that dream is that you left me again.
Just like now.
You left me again without saying a word. Where the only words that can be uttered and heard are mine.
And once again, even when I’m asleep.. you are a nightmare.